8 posts tagged with "thoughts"

A year ago, I set three goals for myself, which you can read about on my blog. I didn’t expect things to go so well. I hadn’t done such things before because I didn’t really believe in them, but as it turns out, sometimes it’s worth striving for something. Here’s a brief summary of the past year.

This past Christmas was simultaneously the worst and best of my life. How is it possible for just a few days to differ so drastically? What influenced this? I was someone else in the first instance, and simply myself in the second. Such a simple explanation, yet so difficult for others to understand.

A strong title, and it partially reflects how I feel. Some time ago, I wrote that I’m not a transgender person, that I don’t want to transition. But life decided to write a different script, despite my best efforts to push away something that had been inside me for a long time.

One of the hardest things in life, yet one of the most important, is to accept yourself. The way we look, the body we possess, the illnesses we have, the family we were born into. Many of these things we cannot change and must come to terms with.

Can a man be the proverbial housewife? To take care of things that society has reserved for women? Sure he can! Is it well-received among people? Probably not yet, because after all, it loses its "masculinity," an image expected by most. But I hope that it will change someday, and I'm going to help with that a bit.

My life is changing. I perceive myself differently, I have more acceptance for my person. However, I still have confusion in my head, not everything is so simple and clear as one would like it to be. Human psyche is very complicated.

I've been thinking more and more lately about what it means to be a real man in today's world. It seems to me that the concept has lost a lot of meaning when we look at it from a broader perspective.

Probably you often never say never phrase. However, in my case, it is something I intend to stick to for the rest of my life. Why? Probably because I'm not a transgender person, but simply a crossdresser (or at least I think I am).