My crossdressing Blog

A year ago, I set three goals for myself, which you can read about on my blog. I didn’t expect things to go so well. I hadn’t done such things before because I didn’t really believe in them, but as it turns out, sometimes it’s worth striving for something. Here’s a brief summary of the past year.

This past Christmas was simultaneously the worst and best of my life. How is it possible for just a few days to differ so drastically? What influenced this? I was someone else in the first instance, and simply myself in the second. Such a simple explanation, yet so difficult for others to understand.

A strong title, and it partially reflects how I feel. Some time ago, I wrote that I’m not a transgender person, that I don’t want to transition. But life decided to write a different script, despite my best efforts to push away something that had been inside me for a long time.

Since the beginning of the year, I've been working on my voice and I'm quite satisfied with the results. I devoted a lot of time to it and it wasn't easy, but this was my resolution and I think I managed to fulfill it. I'll try to describe the whole process.

I'd like to share my approach to creating good makeup. I don’t consider myself an expert in this field and still have a lot to learn. I know the basics and remember how hard it was to get started. That’s why I’ll show you my process, how to conceal beard shadow, slim the face, and emphasize eye color. I’ll also demonstrate a way to apply makeup even when presenting as male. Let’s dive in.

It might seem that being in the environment of crossdressers (genderfluid) and transgender people, I would encounter very similar individuals, due to the nature or style of dressing. Nothing could be further from the truth; everyone is different, sometimes we vary greatly, and the only thing that connects us is the desire to express our feminine element.

I love women's shoes. When I hear the characteristic clack on the sidewalk coming from me, my heart just rejoices. I can't deny myself wearing heels when I go out en femme. I always glance at store windows when I see stilettos and dream of having them all. The same goes for online ads; I can't just skip them. I often visit the website and browse what the manufacturer offers. I'm a lover of women's shoes, and there's nothing I can do about it.

One of the hardest things in life, yet one of the most important, is to accept yourself. The way we look, the body we possess, the illnesses we have, the family we were born into. Many of these things we cannot change and must come to terms with.

I would like to briefly present the types of clothes in which you will look good as a crossdresser or a transgender person who wants to be perceived as a woman. Of course, these are my subjective thoughts and experiences, and my suggestions may not suit everyone. I am not a professional stylist, I do not attend fashion shows, nor do I buy "fashion magazines", but I still think I do quite well in selecting clothes. If you share this opinion, I invite you to read on, and I'll show you what guides me in choosing outfits.

It's the beginning of February, and I have already achieved one of my goals for this year, which is sewing my first skirt. I am very pleased with the outcome and feel a great sense of satisfaction that I succeeded. Recently, even my wife wore it to work and received several compliments. However, not everything turned out perfectly...